It’s been awhile since writing here, but it appears to be a perfect time to pop in and say “Surprise!” and share something amazing that happened last week. Please pray about what you read here. For me, it was life-changing. But it will need your own personal confirmation and application.
But first:
℘ A Personal Back Story: ℘
Recently I asked Father why I haven’t received many dreams, insights or revelations in awhile—specifically the kind from nature. Life feels dry, although to some degree, I understand why. I’m heavily committed into writing a book, and it’s challenging and time-consuming. But still. I miss the freshness of His presence, you know? The kind of “visitations,” or even “heavenly peeks,” that leave you speechless, yet overflowing. That kind.
After asking, the answer came. It has to do with my faith. God answers us in life, according to our faith! I’ve been wallowing in weak faith—sensing a deep tension in my spirit over the circumstances of my life, and playing a blame game. Blaming myself, (by playing reruns of past mistakes and sins) and blaming others. (feeling angry and critical) None of this fixes problems, of course, it only makes them worse. I’ve also been numbing myself too much, running from a destiny that feels right at my wing-tips. It’s like I know God wants us to fly by faith. He keeps showing “HIS-story,” and says we can be a part of it, screw-ups that we are. Amazing! But how UNcomfortable it is, meanwhile, to know you’re destined for something big, but still struggle with immaturity. To reach a higher plateau, we have to grow up. For me, dropping a negative story I keep telling myself is a major part of it. It’s childish. It’s faithless. And it’s been the reason for my spiritual dryness and clouded vision.
If this answer from Father wasn’t gracious enough, He then outdid Himself. He granted my heart’s desire before I could turn my attitude around! The very next day I witnessed a rare phenomenon in the bird kingdom—one that, (I’m humbled to say) has left me both speechless, and overflowing. :-)
℘ The Bird Story: ℘
Saturday, July 9th, 2022, a girlfriend came over for lunch, and we were sitting on my back deck. It was another stellar day for upstate N.Y.: sunny, and in the high 70’s. I noticed the large trees in my yard were very noisy and active—uncharacteristically so for mid-day, mid-July. Robins, cardinals, bluejays, mourning doves…all sorts of birds were flying back and forth, landing in the grass, and happily eating from my one, small feeder.
But my friend and I noticed some of the birds were acting strange. One of the of Robins, for example, leaned forward, put its head down, and spread its wings out wide! It laid prostrate for about 20-30 seconds, popped back up, and continued whatever it was doing.
Another robin did this same thing. And then a few minutes later, a Blue Jay landed on the grass. It too laid down flat as a pancake and spread its wings out wide!
My first thought was a hawk was nearby, and the birds were playing dead. But neither of us had ever seen this odd behavior before. Then, (as if all this wasn’t intriguing enough!) after my friend left, about 10 minutes later, I went outside to clean up a few things. That’s when I saw a Black Starling in the grass doing the same thing!
(And no, I didn’t think to get my phone, to get a picture. I could barely breathe, as it was!)
℘ Behind the Behavior: ℘
I immediately consulted a bird-watcher I know, who wrote a book about birds. He said it sounded like “bird anting.” It’s actually common, well-documented behavior in over 200 kinds of birds, but rare to observe in the wild! Several online sources confirmed this. (Yes, I went berserk studying “anting” after this!) In fact, it totally eludes most biologists and professional bird watchers.
Basically, there are two kinds of anting: one is “passive” and one is “active.” In “passive anting,” a bird will spread itself onto ants, (often disturbing a nest on purpose) and invite the ants to crawl onto them and bite them. In “active anting,” they will take ants in their beaks and place or rub them on their bodies. The ants secrete formic acid which is believed to be stimulating and soothing to birds, who have discomfort from molting feathers. It’s a counter-irritant, in other words. Not unlike the unusual practice of applied bee stings, or nettles to relieve the discomfort of arthritis, (yes, some people do this!) or a capsicum rub for sore muscles.
While there are a few other theories out there, there are experts who have devoted years studying this phenomenon who conclude this is the reason for anting.
But here’s where it gets more interesting. I didn’t see any evidence of a disturbed ant nest anywhere. All this took place in my flat lawn, on grass. And while all the birds did this in a sunny corner of the yard, they were in different areas, some up to 10 feet apart!
This is why I believe the birds were “sunbathing,” actually. (A gentler choice; maybe more like applying lotion to feather shafts) If you wish to read a long, scholarly work that will melt your brain, see: “Relationship of Anting and Sunbathing to Molting in Wild Birds,” A scientific study published by the American Ornithological Society: https://www.jstor.org/stable/4084474
Four notable conclusions from the study:
- Both “sunbathing” and “anting” are complimentary behaviors.
- Both serve a “comfort-motivated” purpose: to provide heat and relief from the irritation of losing old feathers and growing new ones.
- Both happen when there is unusually rapid feather renewal.
- “Sunbathing” (on the ground) is just as rare to observe in the wild as anting.
℘ Story Addendum: ℘
The next day, Sunday, I spent all morning and afternoon lounging on my deck. I studied bird anting and sunbathing, prayed about what it all means, and wondered if the birds would do it again.
But the trees were deathly still and quiet! No birds landed in the lawn the whole time I was there. Only a couple birds came to the feeder. The weather was the same: sunny and high 70’s. What made the day before different? Was the sun in a certain position in the sky? Was the humidity perfect, the wind just right, the planets aligned? It’s a mystery. But the birds knew. They knew there was a “sun moment” in time to grab, and they grabbed it.
℘ Let the Birds Teach Us: ℘
“Ask the animals, and they will teach you, or the birds in the sky, and they will tell you…” ~Job 12:7
Often when God speaks to us, He does so in three’s. It’s a way of strengthening or driving home a point. The meaning of three different bird species sunbathing is triple amazing. Birds molt at different times. But whatever these birds were going through, they were going through at the same time. And they came together in the same place to focus on the same thing: the sun.
Pray whether the Spirit of God is confirming this same message to you or not. Because for me, I believe this is a sign (one of many that have, and will be given) that we’re in some sort of “last days;” days which will be transitional and tensive. In the same way these three species (signifying unity, with differences) were experiencing rapid feather renewal at the same time, so there’s going to be an “end-time remnant” of people who will experience rapid spiritual growth. They will rapidly let go of their fears, doubts, and childish ways, and rapidly grow up into the fullness of Christ. No more waffling and wallowing in weak faith! There’s no time for it. Because “winter” is coming, and it’s coming early. This is why what will happen, will happen quickly.
Another takeaway: The position of the birds was laying prostrate. They weren’t stirring up ant homes. They weren’t numbing themselves with distractive counter-irritants. They were seeking comfort and healing by going to the source of all life: the sun.
The meaning of this seems clear. This end-time remnant will be characterized by a worshipful heart-position and focus. In the days just before the second visitation of Christ, (His coming via the Holy Spirit) we are told believers “came together in one accord (i.e. heart/purpose)” ¹ in order to wait for their “power from on high” ² as Jesus instructed them. Even so, in these last days, before the third and last visitation of Christ, the end-time remnant will be gathered by a singular focus, again. It won’t be a literal place, per se, but in a pursuit of gazing on Christ and depending on Him, they will look to their left and right and discover they are connected to others with the same focus.
Finally, when I was praying about this whole experience, this verse came to mind:
“But for you who fear My name, [with awe-filled reverence] the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings. And you will go forward and leap [joyfully] like calves [released] from the stall.” ~Malachi 4:2 AMP
Interestingly, instead of “wings,” some translations have:“the sun’s rays”! (e.g. NIV, CEB, GNT) Visually, the Hebrew word means an extension, an edge, or a border. (including of a garment) Like the woman who touched Jesus’ hem and was healed, those who act on their faith, even if they only place themselves in the furthest rays of Christ’s glory, are going to be healed. They will go forth from the imprisonment of their personal “stalls” and leap in green pastures. Or staying true to our metaphor: they will fly.
I’ll never understand Malachi 4:2 the same way again, including why it’s in the last chapter of the last book of the Old Testament—a very short chapter attributed to the last days. (i.e. the “Day of the Lord”) It comes right before the beautiful part where the hearts of fathers and children will be turned to each other.
For birds who have ears to hear.
℘ A Conclusion: ℘
If any of this resonates with your heart, pray for confirmation. Pray for spiritual eyes to see yourself in “HIS-story.” Nothing will happen when we wallow in ourselves or our circumstances. We won’t fulfill our heavenly destiny distracted with social media, news, entertainment. And we only make things worse when we numb ourselves with the indulgences of food, alcohol, sex. I am making a point to turn my focus heavenward, and spend more time “son-bathing” for the courage, wisdom, and healing I still need in life. Whatever it takes, Lord! The days are growing shorter. Whether we feel this or not, whether wwe’re among the end-time remnant or not, the Bride is being prepared. She is coming together in unity. And she is going to be revealed in her stunning beauty, clothed with the pure white robe of Christ.
Just wait for it.
Before you can blink an eye, this Woman is going to spread out her God-given wings, and fly!
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“And to the woman were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness and be nourished…” ~Revelation 12:14 KJV
“But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] Will gain new strength and renew their power; They will lift up their wings [and rise up close to God] like eagles [rising toward the sun]” ~Isaiah 40:31 AMP
¹ Acts 2:1, 1 / ² Acts 1:8
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I definitely had a witness in my Spirit when I read this. Another promise for my prodigal children. Thank you! I will share this. My husband and did publish our book and know the burden of the heart to write God’s message. I will be praying for you.
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I’m going to look for your book, Geri. And the prayers are appreciated!
Pamela, this is an awesome word. It echoes what prophets around the world are saying. Your word and the way you have received it from the Lord is unique and awe-inspiring. Wonderful.
No knows when the Lord will return for His bride because she is not ready. The present day Church is in disarray. There is not unity because the focus is not on Jesus and His commission to us. At present we are divided by interpretation of scriptures which are used to form (in many cases) man-made doctrine; traditions and culture; ethnicity; and personal kingdom building. We are commanded to preach the good news that Jesus is King; of salvation in Christ; the kingdom now; to make disciples of all nations; and to take back what the enemy has stolen from us as our inheritance (the earth that belongs to the Lord).
We can only do that by humbling ourselves before the Lord; allowing ourselves to be transformed into His image and likeness; knowing who we are in Christ; knowing what we possess in Christ; why we possess it; and the Church becoming one in Christ and focusing on Him and His mission. We must lay aside our differences, gather together for prayer and worship and seek direction to take His mission to the streets – outside the “four walls”. We must enforce what Jesus accomplished for us and commanded us to do. I am excited because the word you received says all that to me and is confirmation of what others are saying.
I am also excited for you because I’m seeing you coming out into what I believe God has called you to be – a prophetic voice to the Church. I love how the Lord speaks to you. ❤️
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I was discouraged previous to this experience, over all the things you listed that seems to characterize the Bride. Quite a mess! But could it be our eyes are looking at the wrong side of the tapestry? The messy, tangled side that doesn’t show the true story? Flip her over, or look on the right side, and there’s unity. She’s not divided by doctrine. She is an influence for Christ wherever she goes, or wherever she is. She is beautiful. And I don’t know why, Uncle Sam, but I see her like this after that experience. I see people like you, who suddenly shattered our distance of 1,800 miles and 35 years of not seeing each other, with one love blast after another. And all along your positivity and encouragement continues, even though you and Kathleen have serious health issues and you give full-time care for your mom who has Alzheimers! Someday we’ll see how our lives weave together to create a singular work of art. Hard to see now, but we get little glimpses of it sometimes, and it can take our breath away.
Amen. I am in agreement with all you say.
The Lord is preparing His remnant & separating the goats from the sheep.
We are in the last days.
Praying for my prodigal son & my ears to hear & a willing heart to go where Holy Spirit leads me.
That’s a great prayer, Kathy. It’s nice to receive your comment. I am sure Father loves your son dearly. I hope he comes home soon. 💜
I see her becoming like this when we humble ourselves before Him and focus on Him. I see Her doing what the early Church was doing, turning the world upside down. ❤️
Such a beautiful experience the Father gave you, Pam! And consistent with your love of nature and fellowship … it strikes me how the Father meets us where we are and speaks to us through our surroundings IF we are tuned in and listening / observing.
Afflicted with the “male” gene ;) I can be locked in on what I’m doing and oblivious to what is happening around me. So the Lord gets my attention with either a “whap” upside the head, or getting in the middle of what I’m so intently focused on until I recognize Him and stop to hear Him and learn.
About the state of the Church (ecclesia), and what it is that keeps us divided and defeated, I have to agree with Sam that it is myriad doctrines by men – but really needs to focus on “men” more than doctrine. We need to repent from following men, in lieu of Christ via the Holy Spirit. Never once have I heard a man preach on 1 John 2:27, which says in part “You do not need a man to teach you … the Holy Spirit will teach you everything and what the Holy Spirit teaches is true” (not false or with ulterior motives like the things men teach). The end of that verse tells us to obey the Holy Spirit – i.e., be taught by Him and apply / obey what He teaches … through which we will “remain in union with Jesus” and thereby each other.
So unity looks like renouncing and coming away from men who presume to teach in the place of Christ (without authority) and submitting exclusively to the teaching of the Holy Spirit and obeying. That’s conveyed in 1 John 2:27. I believe also that is echoed in Revelation 18:4 which tells us to “come out of her (religious harlotry) my people” and Revelation 3:20 which finds Christ locked out of the church and knocking on the door of it to rescue out of it any person who hears him knocking. It strikes me that when someone opens the door in Revelation 3:20, Jesus does not go in to the church, he goes into the man who answers the door.
That in itself is startling to contemplate … the man is IN CHURCH where ostensibly, the saved followers of Christ are “gathering together”, yet Christ is locked out of the church, and the man who answers the door does not have Christ within him – which he would IF he were born again. So the church is apparently filled with unregenerate religious practitioners – and the born again / sons of God / brothers of Christ – are found outside the church.
Another sobering thought – if as in Revelation 3:20 Christ does NOT go in to the church, and in Revelation 18:4 tells His people to come out … what of all the reborn brothers and sisters who go into such churches and take the presence of Christ with them – aren’t they in essence forcing Christ to enter / or at least come with them – into whoredom? Harlotry? What of all our ideas of “ushering in revival” or change to such churches? I’ve always been met with resistance and hatred in such places … and the few times the Lord has had me take a whip to them (in the way that’s right for the way I’m wired) or overturn their sacred cows and money tables – all they have ever done is circle the wagons and escort me out.
Based on my experience (67 years), I think the only solution is Revelation 3:20 and 18:4 – people must be woken up to the Holy Spirit by Christ Himself – relentlessly knocking – whereupon He enters into them in Spirit and gives them Himself what the churches NEVER gave them. And once out, they need to stay out and not go running back into the whore house to attempt rehabilitating the harlot(s). In much the same way that Lazarus came out of the tomb, he did not go back.
Years ago, there was a spit-fire of an old lady who continued attending the church I was led to leave. She told me after one service, she distinctly felt the Holy Spirit blow past her and out the door. The Spirit prompted me to ask her “why didn’t you follow Him out then and there?” She continued to attend. Until finally the pastor, who was a wicked man, told her to get out in his sermon, by referring to “false prophets” (indirectly aimed at her). If only people cleaved to Christ the way they do to their human teachers and Laodicean churches.
It’s interesting Pam that the birds do so out in the open – with no covering of any kind – prostrate under the sun – nothing between them and the source of their life, healing, comfort. We should all be that way – fully exposed / completely vulnerable – under the sun (Son).
Love you Pam! Jack and Karen
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Thanks Jack, for this comment. Lots of thought (and passion) behind it. I noticed you capitalize church when referring to the true “ecclesia” and a small c for the institutional church. I get it. The word is so loaded, isn’t it? I find myself not wanting to use it at all, but it’s hard, because it then requires more explanation. But more explanation is what’s needed these days. Calling an institutional gathering of people a “church” has done great damage to the word. And I can personally relate to that “knocking” on my heart when in “churches,” of Christ saying “I want to come into you and lead you by my own voice.” His sheep know His voice and they follow Him. They follow Him out of any place of religious oppression and game playing, and into green pastures of heavenly reality and heavenly relationships. I’m thankful for His remarkable leading over the years. I don’t want to take it for granted, or lose sight of what the true “body of Christ” (ecclesia) is all about.
wonderful story and message, Pamela. what a privilege to witness that event. thank you for sharing it.
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Hi Lynette. I appreciate your comment!